Many females' lives drastically change after marriage, so did mine. Many of my earlier posts will give the details. I did come out of a emotionally draining marriage, living on my own as a single mother since a decade. Did get into a relationship, things appeared nice, but at the end am lonely again. Guess I lost trust or interest in men, relationships are emotionally draining me. Lost the word happiness from my life's dictionary just after marriage. Seems no man can love a woman whole-heartedly. Marriage or relationship is more based on convenience than love and care. Even if we take care whole-heartedly, men who enjoy the care, just take us for granted. Sometimes feel why God brought me to this world which has no happiness in it. In this world, should we live lonely and die lonely? Why is there something called marriage in our life which takes away the happiness?