traditional upbringing

my tradtional upbringing has been a curse and a strength!! for me marriage and sex goes together. many of my american friends tell me , GO HAVE AN AFFAIR AND GET OVER IT!! easy to talk hard to do. americans dont understand where we come from and how we think. though i lived in india only 20 years the rest of my life will be dictated by my traditional upbringing, even if i live for 50 years in america , at heart i will be a simple village girl from south india though on the outside i look like a very sophistiicated stylish modern woman. however i am not looking for a sex partner only . and an affair is not going to give me joy, only more heart aches. . i am looking for a spouse who will also be a companion and friend to me. among indian men that will be hard to find. which is true for many of my girl friends who secretly long for the same things i do.
yamini_krishnamurthy@hotmail.com