Just something to share, My sweet sleep yesterday was disturbed by a knock at the door. But instead of getting irritated there was a smile on my face, i knew it was papa knocking. I took my cell in my hand and with blurred sight I saw the time it was 6:30 am. I wokr up and then suddenly I realized "NO" this is untrue, this cannot happen. But still I woke up, sat on the bed for couple of seconds and then I wanted to see if papa had really come.But there was no knocking again, still I stood up to walk to the door but saying NO to myself and disappointed I laid back in the bed with tear filled eyes. Somehow my rational brain has taken over my strong, irrational heart and said its insane to expect a person I lost 4 years back.