Hi all, I’m married for almost 12 years arranged match, now with two kids. Lost my dad in 2020 and now my mom had an accident and has complete bed rest for 4-6 months. She at her sister’s house. My older sis will reach in few days and stay for 15 days. I’m planning to go around then. Problem is my husband isn’t supportive. He went to India in Nov alone right after I joined a new job after a gap of 4.5 years as a sahm. I cried and he kept lying how he will have the ticket date changed from 18 days to sooner. He booked his tickets while my kid was sick in the night at 2am. Now that I want to visit my mom he is saying he will take the kids alone and go to India in June or July. My new job Won’t have so many leaves that I can visit india twice within 3 months nor do I want to. He always competes and blackmails me. Never ever once he supports me. I am considering separation because of his emotional abuse.I’ve lost confidence and he makes me feel Like crazy. At a loss what to do!