I Landed A Job..am Working Outside Now..

You guys know the work bug I had for years am I good this and that , relatives insult etc ..Have been applying for years and now working in a small IT company as an executive support.

Started work after 10 years..

I had 2 things in mind..

1) will give my best and try to understand
2) Yes..people might mock or say something but I will shrug it off..( just a mindset)

what happened was..

I was good .I did my best.I enjoyed what I did.

Was I nervous? slightly yes..

How do I feel ? Very weird and different after coming home.

Quite unsettling..

things for which I have been searching answers for :

1) Yes..I love being a homemaker and that will be my personal first always and now if I go back to being one,will always feel good about it.until then this job is good.So will go as far as I like.

2) I am capable of finding a job and doing it.

3) this job i am not doing for other people or my ill treating relatives but for myself.

4) I didn’t feel any extra awesome or anything but this is definitely a push from my usual life.Testing the waters.

It’s feel very different to feel a change after many years.Is it a good change?Only time will tell..

but am happy for me I tried and didn’t give up.

Just wanted to share…

 

Thank you..somewhat uneasy feeling..but I guess will get used to soon

 

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