I Don't See Light In My Life

I spoke to dh, I told him very clearly that unless he stops drinking, abusing my mom n uncles, I won't join him.. I am suffering with cold n bit fever, when I repeatedly told him that am sick, he says don't do drama's, I think he doesn't even respect or thinks about my health. I don't see any change or realisation in him.. He says my uncles are cowards, who are changing my mind and keeping me with them.. But the thing is they are also very much irritated and annoyed with my dh, if he doesn't change police will be last resort.

 

He is not in control of his parents neither they care for them ( I realised wen I spoke with FIL about his abuse, FIL said let dh do whatever he wants). Dh side no relative is ready nor his parents are for talks. DH sends me texts asking how he wants to prove himself to me...?

Now what should I reply? Talks seems out of picture.. I slowly realising to live with my mom in another house instead at my uncles place

 

If my husband pleads, and I go back, should I resign my job as it is night shift and me being away from home is also making my dh roam outside n get drunk.
Or should I resign after maternity leave but again I have to serve for 2 months leaving my baby to MIL which I don't want and this job is just entry level which doesn't pay much.

 

I decided to give him a last chance, I asked him to take a Oath in a temple tomorrow morning about not drinking n abusing. I know this is all risk, but I hope he may change with time. If he does again then I will leave him.

Thankyou ladies for your valuable suggestions, I will keep updating

 

An update:
2 weeks back I delivered my baby girl, she bought new hopes to my life. But things got even worse this time from my mom.

After discharging from hospital, my mom was with me, in laws, dh. DH n mom are not in talking terms. Mom refused to come to my house but I asked her to be with me. She paid 1 lakh rs from her side for delivery charges and remaking 55k by inlaws.
My mom changed completely after my dads death. She became more stubborn. My Dh abused her verbally and bet her which mom didn't forget. She started to fight for silly reasons with my MIL. I gifted car to my parents when I was working before marriage, I gave them cash but they used cash for something else n took loan for buying car, this wen my dad was alive. Now after marriage parents gave that car to us, as they don't use it n dad doesn't knew driving. Dad committed suicide after 5 months of my marriage.

SIl visited us, mom asked her for some help in kitchen she refused then my mom started to taunt her whether is she queen to rest with out doing anything while visiting her brothers house. They started arguing n it got heated up. I was in bedroom dh in office. I intervened but cannot control both of them. I started crying, banging my head, this was just a. Week after my delivery and said I will commit suicide. My mom started abusing me for marrying my dh, abused mil. I called my dh unable to bear these fights, he came furiously. We were in bedroom n banged our door. Now my mom abuses dh for banging door. Sil left, I asked my mom to leave to his brother's house. My cousin came to pick her

 

Next day mom returns to my house, the moments she comes, she threatens me she doesn't wanted to come, n she will return to her brother's place. It seems my grandma n aunt pleaded her to stay with me as I do not have my family with me. Next day she said she will cook for me n her. Asked mil to be away from her in kitchen. She became very unstable that kitchen is not clean etc.

I slept for couple of hours, after waking up my mil told that mom is abusing dh in phone while talking to my aunt. Mil said that she doesn't want to be heard someone abusing her son. This conversation heard by my mom she got furious n abused mil very badly. I asked mom to leave my house that moment. She left to his brother's place