Hello Ladies, I don't have a question or need any suggestion.. Just wanted to share my feelings. We've been TTC for a few months now.. And this month is so different. In the previous months, during the 2WW, I used to always dream about how I would react to the positive HPT and how I would break the news to my DH, parents, in-laws, my bro, friends, cousins etc. I always felt 'this would be my month'. And every time AF came (sometimes late giving me so much of hope), I felt so bad.. sometimes cried myself to sleep. The first time my DH consoled me, the second time he said that I was crazy to worry myself over this and that we will stop TTC if I don't stop stressing myself out. So for the next few months, I kept things to myself.. used to feel bad every time AF arrived and had no one to vent it out to. But this month is so different. I don't expect to see a BFP. I don't feel 'this would be my month'. I have no hope like I used to have in the earlier months. But I do feel stressed at times.. I guess I am just trying to suppress my feelings and think negative so that a BFN wouldn't hurt me so bad! huh.. I could use a hug.. Baby dust to all TTC ladies out there!