These days I’m unable to sleep peacefully..this covid19 situation is draining me out... Daily I’m getting only bad news about covid cases...words like Pandemic, epidemic, community transmission etc are scaring me...due to Covid19 situation my in-laws cancelled few of their other plans and are living with us...they will stay for longer duration here only...no maid allowed here..any ideas I may have about minimising my household and cooking work can’t be applied when in laws are here...some days if they sit and don’t do anything I get irritated...if they pitch in and do some small work they get irritated and complain about being tired due to age etc.. Many arguments happened with them during their duration of stay here...for different reasons related to past issue...the stress made many unresolved issues to come to surface and bubble over to full fledged fights...it wasn’t that bad earlier as they had other outlets... My DH also is also tired and stressed out and is being mean and disrespectful to me..so not getting emotional support from him now.. Having health issues but OPDs are closed so couldn’t consult specialist...Was supposed to get some blood tests done but risky to go to any hospital lab ..I needed alternative medicine treatments but clinics are all closed and I’m afraid to step out even after lockdown gets over.... Getting worried thinking of Indian economy getting affected...started to apply for jobs but delayed and put on hold it for time being ...worried thinking about health and safety of my family members...generally my health hasn’t been good lately so afraid to endanger myself further.. People sharing forwards and videos and emails about covid..overload of information.. How can I just chill and be calm and cool in this situation? I tried watching Tv shows and movies to relax my mind...helped only to some extent...many days im too busy and don’t get time to watch these.. I don’t have any hobbies as such, even if i try doing self development stuff and learning I’m interrupted by some one or the other so me - time is less... I m good at cooking and don’t need dislike cooking as such, but cooking special dishes would involve washing more utensils and more work.. So I keep experiments at a minimum and stick to a regular menu and cook special dishes only occasionally... It’s tough without maid in India, risky to keep maid also...feeling tired with extra work... Pls don’t think I’m cribbing...just feeling low...does the panic and tiredness ever go away? Any effective suggestions to be happy and cheerful during this time? Don’t know when things will be “normal” again... Pls be kind in your replies and give some suggestions to be happy and positive minded during this time.,.