My granny(maternal) passed away four days before. I wished someone should be there during her last moments but it dint happen and she left while no one nearby. both mom and dad took care of her. she was bed ridden in her native village. somehow and somewhere its killing me like anything, I live 400 kms away. the thought is killing me even though i went for her last rights since i could not make it during her last moments. i feel its a big sin. could not overcome it. could not share to anyone as my mother and father already depressed. she had a big hope on me she was such a loving and caring person.