Routine life,having my own hobbies and things to keep me occupied and no complaints.However..it’s like “is that it?” I badly miss going to India..it’s been 3 years..secondly,my relationship with my relatives has gone haywire a bit and that’s another low point which am trying to come to terms with. Thirdly,I badly need a change. I thought whether I like it or not..let me try for some job at least for distraction.I am trying for past one and half years but am getting only a 9-6 job which absolutely will not work in my case due to personal reasons. Been trying for remote and part time badly but nothing..so now I took a break from looking coz it is causing mental stress. Is this becoz am abroad and the place is so quiet? I have zillion things to keep me busy but I miss something..cannot place my finger in it..usually am okay but today I feel quite low. Also did not sleep well last two days.Could be that too.. I badly need a change in life.Is this feeling normal?