little scared

Hi....
I kw it is a little wierd asking this but I dont kw I am scared.
I am 12 weeks pregnant, had all the first trimester probs and now slowly thgs are getting better. But I dont know sometimes i just keep wondering will i ever get back to the way i used to be.
Please dont get me wrong both (me and my DH) are more than happy that i am pregnant and I keep dreaming abt the baby
And i realise that our lifes are going to change and all and we are ready for that......
But sometimes, eg: i husband is coming back from a official trip tonite, usually i will be up late wait for him and all that but rt now i am sure that i will be in bed TRYING to sleep.
Sometimes when he wants to hug and kiss me all i can thk abt is plsss i want some air :bonk. Romance is somethg.....I want to hold his hand, hug him and all that but no more...
I kw I am stupid but how come all these stars look sooooo beautiful when they are pregnant and here i am (I eyebrows looks like kroor singh :spin

Am i the only one?????