My husband is not spending time with me or toddler these days as he is having lot of work related issues..really I've been so sympathetic with him and so understanding...I handle all household related stuffs and bill payment formalities so he can be free..I even adjust so much with in laws when ever they are here which is quite often..but he takes me for granted.. I'm feeling so irritated when he shows so much love and concern for his parents, cousins, elderly relatives etc...even if any of them is at fault and I point out, he flares up and supports them only.. He doesn't care about me at all.. I had some really bad health issues recently...far from taking care he didn't even ask me for name sake if I m ok or not..or to take care..when his parents fell sick he did so much for them...he even helped his relative recently when unwell...he stayed in hospital etc...on the other hand I have done cooking and washing utensils even with fever and back issue.. We lead separate lives and sleep separately in same house..he is not bothered to take me out anywhere...even in laws don't have that much tact to give us space..they are enjoying life by going to different places and inviting guests home...even I ask him to talk to me for half n hour everyday he makes excuse ..or we are interrupted by others..ten minutes of meaningful conversation we don't have in a day... Really I'm so skilled in managing all household budgets, cooking , etc...but one word of appreciation I won't get ...I feel he married me as he needs care taker for his parents.. If I ask him to take me out he makes flimsy excuses..but he is ready to go to relatives function or family get together etc...I burn with jealousy when friends post pics of themselves with their spouse in romantic getaways.. If he takes me out, it will just be to buy groceries...and he is in hurry to go back home ... I'm quite sure he is loyal n All.....just he lost interest in me n taking for granted...no matter how well I dress up to impress no use.. Really I m developing such severe hatred and jealousy towards those people whom he is so attached to..I m thinking Badly of them and wish for bad things to happen to them.. Many times I'm rewinding back thinking of pre marriage days And wonder if things could have happened differently and what if I had not met him.what if I had studied further and excelled in my field..I was a good student but didn't do post grad while my friends are doing PhD and highly successful etc.. Etc..sometimes I can't help comparing myself with my friends who are earning real well and enjoying with their husbands in foreign countries far away from on laws.. I have Always been a calm And sensible person now I'm becoming like TV serial vamp!!! Just a vent..kindly do not judge me..anything I can do to feel better? PS responses will be delayed a bit as I'm having guests at home and intermittent internet connection.