Let me share a small story. We are a group of gals who have various experiences. When one got over her first crush She had developed love for an art form that her crush introduced her to. When another got over Her crush she had built her career that her crush was good at. With another gal she found a passionate hobby that She never knew she was good at with her crush’s help. So you see all these crushes were naturally towards something that the crush was good at and nothing to do with what one thought was actually ‘crush’. Don’t think too much on these. Divert attention. After few years you will just laugh it out.