Cheated and married on ly for money

Hello All,

Thank you for all who spends time for me.. soending to time to solve my problem... I have to tell you that I didn't posted my complete story to you all.... I have posted half... Bec I thought that is enough to understand a person... But now I am feeling that I should tell remaining story in short. After 1.5 yrs I moved from big MNC to small company only because they told If I am joining in that company they will give job to my husband. I used to work like anything because they are not my relatives, friends anyone else. they just liked my work and my talent gave my husband job.. every month I used to get complaint like he is not working properly. What shall I do I was earning 50k in that company he is earning in tha same company with 15k that too with no talent. As I dont like disloyalty to my company I used work for 12 hrs per day. I used to tell him that please work hard simply noone will give money to you. Then he will tell ?I am not interested in job.. Then I asked him then y u joined in this company unncessarily I would have worked in big MNC (motorola). Then I suggested him if u r interested to put business then please put. I will help till my extent.. His parents used to tell we are having those many properties.. we will put business.. but they will kepp quite until unless we are asking it can 1 year also they will not put. if we are asking again .. again fight again same situation.. I told my husband pls dont think abt your family .. dont expect money from ur family.. we will earn money for our business now u do job.. but no.... Atlast my MD called me and told one simple word "he is lazy in work only for ur sake we kept him if he is troubling you we will fire him." Then I told no he is my husband how come I will tell to fire my husband. I will move from this place because my comp strength is 15 and its US based comapny. Everyone used to talk abt our relationship... bec in that group one of my previous company colleague was there.. then my MD suggested for onsite for 3 months for trainig for relief. B ut I told no I dont want to go? If i am away from him he will change(means parents may brainwash)... but what romour came you know I tried to leave my husband and going to USA. I will not respect him bec I am earning more and I tried to fire him from my company... After that ?I went to my mom home for my moms operation 2 months. That time i called and told him "I miss you Without you I was unable to live pls we will only live happily can you do that".. bec we did fightings before going for my moms operation. Then his immediate reply was "I want my family yopu should talk woth my family otherwise your wish". Then I got angry I want only you not ur family because already ur family treated me very badly. How come u expecting me. I cant do that. nut i want only you.. if u really want me and ur family then give me sometime I told.. but all of sudden I cant. But he told you have to do that? Then my reply is as usual discussion.. crying anf fighting.. But I did one gud thing I tried in another company and moved to chennai (before that vizag. chennai is my 4th place after marriage). I told him see I am moving to chennai only bec After all these things when I told I want only you u brought ur family in between so I felt bad I am moving to chennai and if u want me u have to come to chennai... He said Ok. And he is happily living there in vizag without tension bec he is having job right.. but my MD (he dont know anything about my problem.. but he knows I am struggling for something and he is very very genuine person.. he told my husband also please try to understand swapna she cares for you...) actually asked me whenever u feel to come and work here you can come.. (I used to do 5 days work within 2 days after all these issues). atlast my MD told me we cant afford ur husband if u r not really coming back.. bec he is not at all doing any work.. actually we are giving him salary for your work.. Then he didn't came to chennai immediately.. bec his parents are not giving money.. what they are telling is she is your wife if husband is not earning money how come wife will not give.. she is not loving you if she is loving you she will give money otherwise why she trouble you. if she is loving why she left the company as she knows you are working there like that.... after 5 months I went ot chennai staying with friends.. but still I was missing him... I forced my parents to ask him to come and stay with me but i am in confusion again shall I give money or not. then my parents went asked , forced his parents to take care of me.. as other elders came and told that guy has to take care of everything (When elders are talking and parents are there I didn't went there bec if I am going there i have to each and every bad thing about my husband.. If I am telling bad about him there is no pointijng to stay with him.. So i didn't went .. what my husband told to everyone She tortured me for job and money.... SO I am afraiding to take home.. when I asked him he told no ur parenst missunderstood i didn't told in that way I told torture bec you will always cry right ... for me that cry is torture... )... Now from 3 months he is spending expenditure. But only house rent and vegetables.. My full expenditure i am putting.. but in his mind he decided like I am not loving him.. I will always think abt money and I need only money thats y even i am earning I am not giving anything to him.... that too he is struggling.. but parents alsoi very intelligents they are giving him money which they took loan on his name... but still he will tell they care for him not me.... Now why I posted bec he is putting money from 2.5 months (i dont know how much he is spending money but once in a while I am giving little bit money).. just putting money nothing else.. bec he will not talk to me openly and he will not share anything to me.. like two strangers living in one house also we will talk.. but like he will be like Sofa... just he will kept quite... i dont want to fight with him... I told him whenever you are feeling talk to me.. Still i am there to help... I used to send resumes to my frds. I used to help him technically.. in between he asked me laptop which I didn't bought he got angry for that...... So now he is paying money only money ... no love no affection no respect no interest.. but i asked him pls tell me if u r not interested one of my close frd begged to him to tell swapna directly that you dont love her then both lives will be happy.. but his reply is i love swapna only thing is she is not understanding me... if i am not earning she should help .. why cant she??? I am just coming office going home preapring fud and eating.... Again the problem is with the family... his fmaily recently called for function (not me only his son).. but he forced me to come for function.. itold him if they r not calling how come i will come... but he used to tell if they r not calling u have to come.. i didn't went bec already 2 times i went for function... there they insulted me lot of times... so i didn't went.. so parents told something about me and fightings will start between me and my husabnd.... when fighting he will tell lot of things bad about me. my parents already told me to take divorce when I am alone in chennai... They r not having trust on him. only i am waiting for him.. my frds spend time with him..even they told he will care you and love you....but when we tuk house in chennai my parents told this should be my lost option... but now i am feeling waste only.... thats y i posted to get gud suggestions... ?Now he is paying money from 3 moths..