New beginnings are scary when aspiration and belief has been invested in it. I never much understood Einstein's scientific laws but his human law: 'insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result always' is closer to turf. Some day I have to break out of the unrealized wishful and venture into the hopeful unseen. Why not today? Plan out, re-examine, be hopeful, re-plan, try everything and meet something. There is excitement that it will be another tryout, another challenge, another cross-roads but why not try everything. "I messed up tonight I lost another fight I still mess up but I'll just start again I always get up now to see what's next I won't give up, no I won't give in Till I reach the end And then I'll start again Though I'm on the lead I wanna try everything I wanna try even though I could fail" ...and then I will start again. I will start ever again till I am convinced that I could no longer restart myself.