Hi Dear Ladies, I am mother of 2 boys. In late 30's .Have 6 years age difference between me and DH. Recently we found that my DH sugar levels are high. He has drinking ( to a limit) and smoking habit as well. No change in this after knowing he is a diabetic. Other than that he takes good care of me and sons. The issue with us is we are asexual. He does not have any feelings for me. We just live a housemates. No hug , no kisses . He says he is not getting any sexual feel towards me. He doesn't get erections as well , he says. I dont remember when was the last time we have been together, may be last June or something. I know this all because of his stress and sugar conditions. But how long and he is not ready to correct it , other than medication. I divert my mind throughout the day with my office work, house work and taking care of kids. But at the end of the day my mind is always void. I do lot of things for the family but I dont get anything in return. I feel , I am cursed when I talk to my friends in group chat , how sexually active they all are. Nowadays I stopped watching intimate scenes in movies or scenes. I have spoken with DH many times on this. But not an inch of improvement. I dont know what to do . Be like this , through rest of my life. Sorry for long post. Felt like venting it out!!