Whatsapp Drama

I want to thank everyone for being kind to me .
I spent lot of time thinking about the incident and i realized how I have conditioned myself to seek acceptance from my sister . I make my life insufferable by having these expectations. Instead of enjoying the moment , I relay these informations to her expecting her to be happy for me when I deep down know that isn’t reality . I have been practicing lot more gratitude journaling and I feel so much better about the situation. I have very small circle of people around me due to pain caused by my sil . I’m scared to build relationships with people in fear of being broken down again . But I have realized that I need to spread my friendship circle .
Mangaii