"That's a real wife"

I didn’t want to tell her that,
But she grasped it, without saying.
How did she do that?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I wanted to tell her that,
But she blocked my mouth, before saying.
Why did she do that?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I never used to love her words,
But she was writing to me endlessly.
Why she was doing that?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I wasn’t impressed on her beauty,
But she was making it up for me effortfully.
Did ever she read my mind?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I was rushing behind colorful mirages
But she was only walking behind my colorless shadow.
Why didn’t she loose her trust?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I should’ve told her not to take chances,
when she took chances for me fearlessly.
How did she cross the struggles?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I was always shouting unnecessarily,
But she used to reply with her tears.
Didn’t she hate my anger?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife…

I was busy building dreams for us,
But she was building a home for us.
Do I deserve to stay in her home?
Still unknown to me. But that’s my real home now…

I was flying in the sky without limits,
But she was trapped in my own boundaries.
Did she ever enjoy her life?
Still unknown to me. That’s her real life…

I wanted to destroy myself.
But she wanted to build me again.
You know why did she do that?
Still unknown to me. That’s a real wife.

I was rushing to reach this future,
Just to see my fallen past.
Am I deserved to be her husband?
Now it is known to me. I wasn’t a real husband…

(I should make sure, that wasn’t me!!)

 

Dear Deepali,
Thanks for reading my poem, and thanks for your appreciation too….ayyan

 

Dear Sylviya,
You have become a true encourager for all my blogs, thanks for doing that, and your words definitely inspire my pen to write something more…love..ayyan.

 

Dear PS mam,
It is a great inspiration that a great person like you too reading my blogs.
With love….ayyan.

 

Shanvy,
Comment from a great poet is really encouraging…thanks madam.
I know cosmic blogs are only for a few people like you those who can grasp the essence rightly…thanks for reading. This is an ode to my wife????....mmmm…yeees…but the husband….sometimes I too think, I shouldn’t be…she liked it.