I wish Asti had stayed stronger, for such a man did not deserve her or her life! Having been through a similar situation, I can see why she did what she did. There were times when the whole world went blank for me. It hurt like hell. In the initial few months when I came to know what had happened to me, I didn't feel like living anymore. Education etc does not seem to help. Emotions were engulfing me. I am better now. Hope my pain will reduce, and I will lead a purposeful life. Still searching a reason to live. Marriage is not the end of life, but people who go through situations like this know what hell is while alive! May Asti's soul rest in peace, and God should shower great strength to her family to overcome their loss.