I am so excited to renovate my home.Thrown away all the home furniture and stripped the dirty carpet..it’s like an building a home from scratch.. I also started declutter as we decided to throw away any stuff which holds no purpose and also booked a truck individually for that.. That’s when everything started:. I thought I had a simple home and not much stuff but trust me I disposed bags and bags of unused stuff,clothes ,torn rugs,utensils..I realized that maybe I am a hoarder.. The most emotional part of decluttering was the memories.. My kids baby clothes,Halloween clothes,my old clothes which got me million compliments,my first everything stuff,greeting cards,utensils…GOSH!! I broke down crying.. I have watched tv shows of home makeover And people crying which amused me but when am in their position now..it was painful BUT such a sense of relief!! I had so much broken stuff dumped in the basement,garage and my backyard with broken chair..how did I even live this way!! Everything Thrown out… I cried so much as I missed my memories!But I felt so relieved ! I felt like Am starting fresh!!! even the air in my home feels pure now I am able to breathe! My beautiful zen home which is my dream will be ready in some Weeks.. I always felt ashamed when people came home.Nobody judged me atleast to my face and were nice but I didn’t feel good to invite people over..now my beautiful home will make me feel different hopefully.. I have discarded memories,people and stuff which serves me no purpose! I am starting a brand new life..with a new mindset..with more confidence.. I am also planning to do pooja and do everything to bring more positive energy in the house.. Wish me luck friends Sharing my happiness..I feel overwhelmed..