Hi All, I know I have been away for a long time and I am back here venting my heart once again. Same old same problem is back. Once again diagnosed with PCOD and its a bit larger cyst than last time. with infertility. Again as i have had surgeries twice, I dont want to have it the third time. The emotional push and the pain and emotional damage after the surgery has me thinking what to do. The docs have ordered a multiple tests which has my H pissed off. Over an above my MIL suggested that if the reproductive organs can be removed. Again and again spending on surgery and medication and then leading to Cancer instead of that get it removed. On hearing this my heart just dropped and she expects me to talk to my husband about this. Over and above my H dropped a bomb that he's resigned the current job and will find one only next year. I am not working being house wife. i am really confused as to what to do. I really want to have a child as per doctors it will take a year almost for treatment. I am 35 and H is 42. I am ready to do what doctor tells me to. Really confused. Cant cry nor pour out into words to someone who can understand. Just needed to vent it out. Thank you to the readers.