Does anyone else feel the same? I don’t know why I feel this way. We’ve had a lot of problems and it’s nearly been 5 years. There’s been a change in him this year and now I’m pregnant with my second child. But just today I’ve felt a lot of guilt marrying him because of everything I’ve been through with him, his parents, his siblings. Everybody tried to cause problems as soon as I married him. He’s not perfect but he’s changing. I just feel like the proposal I turned down before him, the guy might have looked after me better, his family may have respected me more and I wouldn’t have all the stress and problems I’ve been through. My relationship has been a nightmare. I just want to stop feeling this way and I don’t know why I feel so. He’s lately been good to me. But just today I’ve been dreaming like what it would have been like with that other guy. I never see the other guy or know anything about him. But I feel guilt for rejecting him because he was a year younger. My MIL always keeps us up to date about the other guy and what’s going on in his life. I’m not sure if she does it on purpose.