Hi, No one is spared by God. Everyone have to answer for their deeds. There is saying in Tamil 'Ellam Kadandhu Pogum' ie. everything will move on. One day definitely these sufferings will become bygones for you. If you face anything with strong mind it is for sure you will overcome it. Make and prepare yourself to be strong and for God's sake don't brood over it. Every Tuesday during Rahukala light lamps using lemon in front of Goddess Durga. Every Saturday Morning make 2 Maalais each with 108 Bilva Leaves (ie 54 sets) first present 1 to Lord Shiva and present 2nd to the God Shaneeswara which is present with Navagrhas and light 9 'Ellu Bhathis'. You do this with confident with strong mind and at any cost don't fear God. After all He is God to protect us and not to finish away us. Be happy and casual as often you use to be. Regards Gaythri.