Opportunities are like sunrises, if you wait too long, you can miss them

When you arise in the morning, think of what is precious it is to be alive, to breathe, to think, to enjoy, to love and to achieve success. Its a nice way to begin our morning with fresh flowers which are waiting to disturb us, hot coffee waiting to taste our lips. Sun , birds, cool air all are looking at our window to say Good Morning. Every interaction is an opportunity to learn, only if, we are interested in improving than proving.

Every day I learn something either with my experience or from youngsters.I think youngsters are more matured than us because of modern technology . I think my own children and also virtual children know about me more than me. I am always in extremes. If someone appreciates or makes me happy I am in seventh heaven and dont know what I am doing and when I am sad or unhappy with something I feel very low. I know I should not be very happy or very sad but what to do its in my blood and difficult to change.

Yesterday when I was seeing two serials in Sun TV one is Pasa Malar and another Vani Rani I felt very emotional thinking of my brothers and sister who shower love on me I being the fourth child to my parents. They have always fulfilled my wishes when I was a teenager. Thats why when I expect something and dont get I feel disappointed. In Vani Rani , Rani is very simple and when Vani Rani's problem she was also in seventh heaven and seeing that I dont know why but I got very emotional and cried to my heart's content. I dont know whether because of taking out all my emotions, I am feeling very fresh today and that is shown on my face.

All these days I was feeling happy after retirement but of late I feel that retirement should not at sixty but till we feel like working. For working people sitting at home is very difficult especially after children get married and are well settled. Earlier years of retirement was good as I was busy with their marriage . While working dont know how the time passes and we meet so many people and get to know so many things. Also everyday can wear different kind of sarees as I am a saree lover. Now dont get much chance to wear them as everyday I dont go out.

Now I am waiting for retirement from life but that is not in our hands. Just like we can retire from job when we want as now a days VRS can be taken when we want, we should also have a choice when we want to retire from life. So that when we get bored of life then can retire from life too.

 

mademydaysmiley with your first fb Rachaputi dear, thank you so much. What to do the state ofmind in which I am now made me write that. Glad to see your concern about me. Glad you liked the post without last para

 

Adithi dear thanks for your visit and appreciation

 

Sai dear I know almighty will not grant such a wish but I felt like that so wrote. Sorry if I have hurt you by writing that. These days I am so lost that I dont know what I am doing, what I am writing. Thank you for guiding me to take the spiritual path

I might not be doing parayan like you all but do pooja everyday. On Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday I do archana. Go to temples on Tuesday and Saturday and whenever possible go for Narayaneeyam etc. I like to attend bhajans, ayyappa pooja etc. Sorry if I have written anything wrong

It made me write that para because of seeing my close people suffering. My brother in law is having health problem and he is 81 yrs old , seeing him suffering at this age I feel very bad. Also recently both my brother and sis in law who are also above 80 were in hospital. In my dh's family three, four people have died leaving the children when they wer ein 50s. My co sis in law died of depressing and when she died she did not recognise anyone.

I know being in the spiritual path you will forget everything but what I wanted to is to leave this world when I am in good health, so that I wont be a burden to others.

 

Lucky dear when you come to my age you will also have experience more than me and everyone will be admiring you and getting inspired by you, but sad that at that time I wont be there to appreciate you. Anyway I will pray to God that you should go high up and get appreciation from everyone and others should be inspired by you.

Lucky dear what to do at times because of my problems I lose my patience and dont feel like living in this world, though with the love and affection I forget my worries and get some encouragement. Dont worry dear hereafterwards I wont say such words. Thanks for the love and affection and mademydaysmiley with your loving message.Thanks a lot