Ever since the pandemic started, life hasn’t been that good. Of late I’ve been having many anxious thoughts.. Sometimes even small and insignificant things make me anxious. I feel some uncertainty about my marriage and future of married life. About health in general as I’m taking many medications. I also haven’t been successful in getting a high paying job and only did some temporary assignments. I really want to be employed permanently in a good stable job... Somehow these days I feel very low and anxious. Anything I can do to control anxiety and be happy ? According to suggestions from close ones I tried meditation and spirituality but not much of relief. And no, I’m not ready to consult any counselor or pscycologist. Already my H and in laws misunderstand me to be an arrogant and good for nothing girl. I don’t want the mentally disturbed tag attached to me.