Oh my dear sweet child, Why did you wish me goodbye...and abide... I longed for you since years... But you left me weeping with tears.. You came into my life like a bright 'Star' And left me so quickly ,away from me far... I started and ended my day with you... Every single moment I breathed for you.. Eyes were glued to the clock all the time... Wishing when that day would come, when I would hold you in my arms and say you are 'Mine' So many wishes and fantasies I had of you... It seems like a dream that I had...and now Left with just memories of you like fresh water dew.... Feel a void inside of me...feel a part of me has been torn off me... We will miss you every single day...no matter the pain You will always be our first child, whom we loved and craved... You were dear and precious to us... You were loved and cherished by us... May you rest in peace and be with god... Look forward for the day when we would again be blessed... And receive our precious little one to live together in our own nest... P.S -I drafted this poem lying in the hospital bed, the day I had an abortion. I lost my baby in the fifth month of pregnancy..it was a boy...
Could completely understand your pain S7. The baby will come back to you am sure - do move on and wait for that day...
Wish you and the baby to meet once again soon. He will come back to his momma's heaven in no time. Rest assured. God is there, and reading your mind(lines) with a heavy heart. He will sure feel guilt for parting a part of you. So, soon he will attach your Lo to you.
Heart felt condolences to you Scorpio. Its way too difficult to bear this. I know that a part of me is dead, Before even I realized how it was. What all I said and did to it Are still attached to me steadfast. From the day I knew that there was one Growing inside me, I prayed a lot Asking for only one thing more than Any others and now that is lost. There may be a reason for Everything that happens. Right. I just don't know why my star Went back far to merge with light. I am shattered, yes and still there is A huge guilt left and I cry once more. Only time and tears may give an ease So I'll be able to smile once more. But I know for sure that my God Will never make me cry for long. Perhaps I am destined to be sad Before I receive a gift so strong. Wherever you are, my little one, My love is always with you dear! Just that am not the lucky one To see and be with you now here! Wishing and praying for you to be United again with me dear, Is what I am doing now. I will be Soon seeing you. Life isn't mere!