Some memories of my college days..... I don't know you will like it or not, but i just i want to share it. Memories of happy days give still happiness and want to share with all of you. I studied in a well known management college and life was so wonderful because it was a mixed college and I came from a boys only school. But I was too shy to mingle with girls and never had courage to talk or to be with them. But I liked to see them and enjoy their beauty as much as with out their knowledge. I was always in the library with a big book on table and my face down to book, but eyes were up always wandering around all the girls over there. Life was going on smoothly, then one day that happened, and that made a lot of changes in my life. One new girl joined in our department, she was Renuka. I had an unknown feeling started in mind after seeing her and may be that is what everybody say “love at first site”. But she never knew that and she was not even looking me and I also never got a chance to go and talk to her. But I was always mad about her and thinking of her and going behind her all the way without her knowledge. I changed my rout and started one hour early, changed three buses to catch the same bus that she travels. I was much happy to see her always, and I started getting pain in my neck by looking always to left side in class room. And one fine day god gave me a good chance. There were monthly examinations conducted in all classed and the evaluation of the answer sheets were being done by students only. The system was like exchanging all the papers from boys to girls randomly and vice versa. So one by one everybody was exchanging answer papers and how luckily I got Renukas answer papers. I was much happy even to touch her answer papers and I started shivering my body after touching those papers, I had a feeling like touching her. I was ready to give full marks to all papers even without reading. She gave all the papers kept inside a book with a beautiful smile on her face. That was enough for me. I took all the papers to home and started reading at night after everybody slept. I started reading all the papers like a love letter and read again again, but I really found absolutely all the answers are correct and she deserves full marks. After reading all, I just looked a glance to her book and I surprised by seeing two three stories written on the back pages of her book in her own handwriting. The stories were marvelous and I felt how good she is in story writing. I am impressed more on her character. Next day I returned all the papers and books to her and didn’t tell anything about her stories. After seeing the full marks on papers she passed a smile to me and said thanks. I also congratulated for her highest scores. That was my first introduction to her. Then I wanted to get her impression somehow and the way I found was strange, but that worked out. I took one of her best story and made some my own corrections and submitted to the college story competition. I was damn sure that she will win the first prize. And that day came; principal announced the prizes of story competitions at the inauguration meeting of college day. He announced the first prize goes to “Renuka”... She surprised by hearing that, but thought that may be any other Renuka, suddenly I went and congratulated her and told her everything that I have done for her. She amazed by hearing all and become very happy, there we started our friendship. But mine was not a friendship, that was a deep love, but I didn’t know what she is having to me, only a friendship or a love. I didn’t have the courage to ask that, but I was waiting for a chance to ask. Days were passing very happily. One day Sandeep joined in our college, he is the villain in my story. He was a distant relative of Renuka, so from the first day he was very close to Renu and I saw them together always. My jealousy started, he is more handsome than me and more smart also. Many times I tried to tell Renu to avoid him, but she was telling Sandeep is a good friend of her. I become frustrated and didn’t know what to do. Many weeks I avoided her, a few times she came and sat near me in canteen, but I just avoided her and went out without telling anything or without hearing what she wanted to say. I felt an unknown doubt that she is in love with Sandeep. Yes I confirmed myself that she is in love with Sandeep. But how to confirm? I was desperately searching all the ways to confirm her love with Sandeep. But I couldn’t… Then again that day come, our monthly examinations, this time luckily or unluckily some how her papers came to me again after a long time. By seeing me in front of her, she kept all the papers inside a book and gave me with out looking to my face and with out even a smile on her face. I didn’t ask her anything and I didn’t want to read those papers and I was thinking the ways to fail her in all papers. I didn’t wait up to night, immediately after reaching home I read the papers quickly and gave some average marks than actually those deserved. Again I looked at a glance to her book and found some story on the back pages. I started reading with out any interest, but I shocked and surprised after started reading that. It was not a story, but was a love letter to me. I took several minutes to come out from that shocking and happiest moment in my life…… I never expected in my dreams that a girl like her will express her love to me in such a way, that was a thrilling experience. I felt flying like a feather and my body became hot like an H1N1 patient. My one way love stopped there and our two way love started. Rest of the days in college become happy days again and still continues… “And now she is my dearest wife.” With lots of love, Ayyan.