life is beautiful!!

life is beautiful, it should not be wasted , waiting for a man . i waited in my 20's in my 30's now in my 40's, i am still waiting for my husband to be a friend and companion to me , wanting to do things with me and go out with me. the only time we go out are public occasions. for public events. in public we look like a perfect successful couple but when we get home we r two strangers , living in the same house . so i have decided not to wait . i am going to take my life in my own hands and try to find happiness. is it right or wrong, at this stage!! does anyone even care??