True...Money is important.I agree. Many not a lot but surely it is. No matter what work we do..how hard we work..the amount of money we get determines our internal and external validation in life. Let us forget about external validation. How about Internal validation? Somewhere down the lane,I feel am not getting any return for whatever work am doing. Husband is a wonderful guy, freedom is there and am also capable enough to make my own money. However...i chose not to for whatever reasons. I want some return for whatever work I do.It could be anything.A small amount would make me feel like living life usefully.Again let me make it clear, it is not about others coz society will rip you apart even if you scale mount Everest. "I just want something in return" for whatever I do.I do not want to feel like I do volunteer work.I want to feel like my work is useful and living purposefully. A slight confusion arises now and then. However..tomorrow if money flow stops..again I should not go into a loop. So the feeling of contentment should arise.How to strive for that? Need some clarity.