Dear MC..I typically dont reply to posts but somehow came across yours and just wanted to write to you. Please be patient and strong. Many women out there who feel your pain. May God bless you and your daughter and give you courage to overcome these circumstances. I have a two and half yr old daughter too and she gives me great joy and comfort. There are many women out there who are struggling just to have a child. So treasure what you have. As far as your husband is concerned if i were you i did try to get away from him so i dont have to live like a corpse for the rest of my life.