I never grumble or crib, I live my life and if there are hinderance, I just handle it and move on... The only person on the earth that I have some expectations is my DH. Else I am fine, I bearly complain about my in -laws..there are tons and tons of things in the past 5 yrs...which I have never bothered about, even if it hurts to the maximum extent..I just leave it ther and go do my duty and move on...Never have I failed to do my duty, never has anyone in my house waited for me to comply with what they wanted in whatever time it may be... I have taken utmost care of my MIL, FIL, BIL, SIL , DH and now am playing a good mother's role as well. All of them know this, they also admit it at times, but never leave a chance to to hurt. Has anyone even felt that I also have a heart of mine and I too am a normal human being. I behave very confindent and I behave as though I am tough rock and nothing can hurt me, I pass all the words that I get from my MIL and FIL and move on with the next activity of life. With a love marriage and having lost contact with all my relative, parents and one lil brother whom I adored, I expect nothing but a lil humanitarian when people speak. Don't know am hurt a lot today and can't bring myself to write also. The reason is the act of my MIL, she plays a dual role, does a lot of acting , behaves very diffrently in front of others and when no one is around she is diffrent and when she speaks to my Hubby who is abroad, never leaves a chance to complain I have handled it well all these 5 yrs , now I am tired and I need a break. My day starts at 6 am and ends at 11pm with not a single min for myself...home, my twin kids, my MIL's seva, more so over, I take care of my MIL's mothre, so her seva... and my office work , at the end of the day I retire to bed at 11pm, after all this , I get trantums...why so??? I never spoke back all these year, but today morning before I left to office, I gave a peice of my mind to my MIL, yes in a catogoric way but then and left home. Not able to concentrate on work..I have never had any emotional support since I left my home 5 years back, DH is a lil spportive, but not all the times, I amd DH have always been apart at diffrent work location due to lot of reasons (Thats a different story ) I don't expect anyting from anyone, I am strong enough to take care of my self and my kids, but at this point of time am feeling very low. Wanted to speak to someone, so am writing it here. Thanks a ton for hearing me out. Love, Kavitha.