I'm feeling upset since past many days...like I have not achieved anything in life and don't have any potential...my husband has stopped caring about me , earlier he would financially give me money for expenses but he has cut down on that saying that there is lot of other expense. He buys good gifts for his parents but won't buy anything for me. Not a single rupee he will spend on buying gift for me...i haven't got any gift for my birthday or anniversary since past 3 years and he doesn't care. . I tried doing some small temporary work assignment for income but my earnings are very less..it's a very small amount not even enough to buy one week supply of groceries and vegetables .my maid earns more than me by working in 3 houses. I thought that even if I don't have happiness in married life i can find happiness through having a good career but despite my best efforts I didn't find a lucrative full time job...I was expecting a job offer couple of weeks back but it seems to be delayed and I'm very doubtful if it will come through anytime soon as I'm not getting favorable reply from prospective employer...atleast if I had a good job I would be confident.. my inlaws of course take me for granted..always criticizing me.....from my parents very limited support..I have very limited talks with my husband these days as he is always irritated and just finds a reason to pick fights with me..no peace in married life and no stability in job...no proper employment...and due to covid situation I canot step out for outings for a change...how much ever efforts I put in it seems like I don't have luck...feeling sad and moody all the time...maybe I had too much expectations so got disappointed...just a vent ladies...I was in tears today feeling very upset ..just feeling so sad and demotivated..hope these negative feelings will pass away and I have better times ahead.