I am in my mid 30s and have a toddler. I am blessed with food, clothes, shelter, education, job, child.There is not much issues in the things mentioned. But there is a huge void in me when it comes to emotional support. I dont have anyone whom I can say if I need emotional support I can talk to this person. I dont have any such person in my life. I am totally deprived of my mom s love for years now. Dad is pretty much lives in his own world where in he comes to reality only when he sees a huge impact in our lives momentarily and goes back again. I dont have a supportive sibling, i receive more complaints, jealous and competitions than love and support. My H is the only one who cares for me a little but not too much. I dont have friends in contact. My contact list is pretty much family members. In laws - completely hates me. I still face names calling, judgements, criticism, competitions, accusations and so so from almost everyone. I know i am not a perfect person, I do mistakes and did mistakes. I am ready to change so that I receive similar love and support others get in my family. But whatever I change things in me, I receive the same treatment. Feels like people are fed up with me. Nobody cares if I cry. Nobody knows if I eat. Nobody asks did I sleep. But when it comes to household work or any kind of chores, they easily find me. Nobody cares whether I am in periods or affected with infection or slept late due to health issues. All they need is to know that their chores done or not. I thought its nothing wrong in expecting little compassion from everyone around me especially when I make things work in their everyday life. But the answer was NO. Now the question is how to overcome this. Is there anyway I can make myself feel better. Sometimes I listen to songs, I go to better mood but that's temporary. Again I fall back to same state like feeling low. How to be emotionally strong. I want to be like, here take this, this is done, I dont expect u to return anything in terms of acknowledgement or appreciation. I want to go one step ahead and handle that criticism and lack of emotional support. I want to support myself and be strong for my child, how to do that and how to keep doing that?