Do not think you are not capable or any less just because few things fell out of place in life. Keep working on yourself, learn from mistakes, own them and try to bring positivity, authenticity and confidence to everything you do in life. If the people around you are not motivating enough ask yourself the tough question of how you can improve and be more self sufficient than relying on them for emotional support. Remember, this too shall pass and often every phase teaches us valuable life lessons.
Thank you so much. I am learning to NOT chat with coworkers (esp retiring in few years with daughters who are competing with me!) to fill any voids. I am hoping this pass and define 2022. I was so excited for this new year!