Hi Mangai, thanks for your replies. No , they are not so bad. It's just that when I miss my time with hubby I get angry and start tripping at everyone. I feel bad afterwards. MIL wanted us to stay with them so that relatives (most of them live near to their place) can visit baby, I made it clear that me being with my family is more important to me than xyz relatives. My mom had ppd after she had me , I'm not sure if this is that and if its hereditary.. However , spoke to hubby today and we are doing better now after hearty conversation and some hugs.