Once upon a time I really believed in Karma..Karma in relationships , I.e you treat others well and in turn people will treat you well..and good things happen to you..you treat others badly and bad things happen to you.. Many years back in college, felt blessed when I was good to my classmates even when some of them troubled me..and when I was unwell and had to avail medical leave once during my college days, all of them pitched in some way or the other to help out with lessons and notes missed...truly I was grateful for their help and was glad I maintained good relations even with few classmates who were not nice to me.. I was rude to my domestic help maid some time during pre Covid time..it wasn't intentional and I m not usually like this..I'm always soft spoken person.. I was actually going through some other crisis and I scolded her very badly when she went to my neighbors home and absented from my home for work and I had to do all work with pain....I think as a result, post Covid situation, I've not had any luck with maids...she got stuck in her native and didnt return.. I tried getting other maids but either I couldn't retain them.due to Covid stuation or they themselves would leave work for unavoidable personal reasons..even last month I got a maid with great difficulty..she also did work for few days only and left due to some personal problem....I have suffered doing all household works against my health and well being and hearing taunts and tantrums of in laws...maybe this happened because I dint treat my domestic help correctly and wronged her...(just once) Since then I've always been fair and polite and respectful to any domestic worker..whether it is as plumber, maid , carpenter, cleaning person etc. I even am overlooking minor annoyances and being proper with my in laws, because my husband is not ready to let go of his parents and during Covid situation its life threatening to leave elderly people alone... I always answer back and stand up for myself when I'm wronged, and many fights happened when I retaliated, but still I'm doing my duties towards elders and minding my business.. But was just thinking, in laws are not treating me well, without any conscience, but they are still living so happily...their son is like Shravan Kumara who will obey them hundred percent and never question their wrong things..they got a free servant I.e me and utilizing my services very well..happily they've shifted here for long term and enjoying life.. doesn't Karma ever catch up? To remind them of wrong doings.. I lost belief in Karma . If karma existed, they also would get insulted by their relatives, like they insulted me..and they too would struggle all alone helplessly in some unknown place during lockdown..then they would appreciate my value..but never it happens. Few of my relatives have deliberately chosen to live far away from inlaws and also totally cut off contact with troublesome inlaws. Just hi bye relation. Also incited their husbands and poisoned their mind to not take care of in laws. But these ladies are doing really well, and are very prosperous professionally and personally. No effect of bad Karma of cutting out in laws. Many times i also have fantasized in my mind how happy I can be if my in laws suffer alone. And if I too could cut them off. I shared these thoughts with 2 of my close family members and they told me that since I'm doing my duties towards elders so well I will be rewarded later on in life maybe by having a good future , professionally with good career and health wise.. But I don't feel so...my health is not good and I'm just not getting any job..my husband is treating me very shabbily.. how is good Karma paying off here ? Maybe Karma doesn't exist after all..we just should not think too much about good and bad and unhesitatingly do what we want without thinking about the consequences?? Sorry I'm not in my right mind and this is probably nonsense..but was wondering.. Kindly share your experiences with Karma in relationships? If we treat others well will we be rewarded in future and if we I'll treat others, will be suitably punished in future?