It is unfortunate that you still choose to pine over a infatuation instead of appreciating your own family . Not many are blessed with one. There is no reason why you should ever meet this person ever again in your life. You are taking your blessings for granted.
Hugs to you OP! Heart issues are sensitive, tricky to handle and not so easy to run away from. Hope your heart-ache finds a soothing solution!
It is very normal to get attracted to someone and develop feelings. It is not planned. Many go through this phase at some point in life and you are vocal about it. Your pining and missing the person is normal, nothing to worry about. These feelings die down eventually. It disturbs you now but try to divert your mind which is difficult yet try. Meet friends and if you can go and join a class. You are aware that your married life is good and that is a plus. Smilesss
Just an observation. Here under the name banner it is stated “male”. In profile too at left of page your gender stated as “female” but in the same page under information your gender is “male”. I came here because of your recent posts about making money. It was just that I turned inquisitive of your contributions in IL. Thanks & Regards.