Let me share a small story. We are a group of gals who have various experiences. When one got over her first crush She had developed love for an art form that her crush introduced her to. When another got over Her crush she had built her career that her crush was good at. With another gal she found a passionate hobby that She never knew she was good at with her crush’s help. So you see all these crushes were naturally towards something that the crush was good at and nothing to do with what one thought was actually ‘crush’. Don’t think too much on these. Divert attention. After few years you will just laugh it out.
He came and left.. initial hours could able to control butterflies, was settled down after sometime. He was almost outside, spent hardly 2 hrs.. Even you feel you are strong, it will not be same once the moment comes. A bit sad.. May take few more days.. I hinted him not to contact frequently, as kids gets hurt with missing feeling..
try to view this video when you have a minute not sure if you are into this. I love watching his talks. he is funny and spiritual with down to earth messages. If you understand hindi, it adds more value
Never indulge in anything which makes you feel like having done a mistake. That will rob off your happiness anyways.