POSITIVE AGAIN!! I dread Januarys because last January I was positive with a 3m old. This january my husband n baby are. Though I am negative I suffered more with terrible terrible body shivers. Felt like I'm never gonna recover at all .I recovered in a day because only if I tell myself I'm doing good I can look after the two at home. My new job joining got delayed (all I had to do was be here for a week to finish on boarding formalities ) and go back to my city to work from home until further notice. I'm angered , frustrated, irritated ,every possible negative emotion I have. I have started hating this world so much!! What the hell is with the double doses of vaccine??? I mean is it a scam?? Why the hell they don't work? Just venting!! Our family is doing fine. Just that every phone call I'm dreading because we stayed with my husband sibling in new city, everybody in their house is positive. Worried about 74 year old there(SIL's MIL) . We did move to service apartment immediately after having symptoms but the virus was faster to attack everyone. His other sibling n family in our home city is positive. My in laws are with them and having all symptoms though they haven't been tested yet. I'm just hoping all of us are out of this. Need some positive vibes and prayers for the recovery of the old people at home.