How much ever I think Vaidehi, I will always be in love with this man to some degree, I fell in love with him the moment I saw him ( it was an arranged marriage ) and I even told him many times. Unfortunately, he does not consider me equal and my love is of no value to him. As I said earlier, it is my fixation towards him. I should have been more practical when I married him. I pray for the strength and courage to take the right course of action.