hi i like this forum . i like to have your opinions on my problem. i have suffered a lot in my marriage. now i live in germany. but i watch hindi tv serials on you tube. there is one tv serial " YEH RISHTA KYA KEHLATA HAI" . these days when i watch the serial , i feel very jelous about that heroin (akshara) . that hero cares for her , always takes her side. i know this is serial . it is not true. but every day i watch this, and i feel to cry. i gets angry. why did not i get husband like that? why did i have to suffer so much? what was my fault? i fear am i becoming mad?