Am I bad for wanting them to leave every second?

Hi All,
Thanks a lot, i am feeling much better today after i had a big crying time. It strengthened me that all went out.

I have read posts on this thread again and again and if I have not replied on your post does not mean i have not read it. I thank you all for your valuable time. I m starting to implement little bit at a time. Like said here..baby step. I hope I am able to over come hurdles which are coming from my end to make things right and to set boundries.

I can not thank you all enough.

Note to Moderator : feel free to close it if it will still allow me to access it to read through as needed. If not, please keep thread open till end of the week so i will copy all mails from here.

Thanks all again