Hai Gem, I came across your post from FP nomination. You have really brought out your feelings well. It looks like the steam is out and your have relaxed. I appreciate you very much for your efforts, with a family and work too. I am getting inspired by your post to learn something, anything, setting aside my lame excuses. I do hope I succeed. I shall let you know. Keep going! You are an inspiration for many people who too go thro the same phase in life. All the best for the project and successful completion of the studies.