Day 89: 08-12-2021 Using less mobile us actually giving me so much time.. I started new series in Netflix.
I was worried about something For first one week. I wanted to be positive as I believe in God completely. So, left it to his feet and became normal after first week. Just now I got the news of everything is fine.
Day 90 : 09-12-2021 : Mom is out of town, hubby started going back to work n it's just me n lil one. So i have taken odd from my work to be with the lil one until mom comes back. It was so hard to find time for my exercise as it's not possible to leave her home n go. But the challenge kept me motivating. Once my husband returned from work at 10 pm I went for my walk. Though jo gym I could finish my fitness activity.
Day 91: 10-12-2021 I planned to visit my sister and enjoyed whole day with her. Good food, nice talk and the lil one enjoyed with her cousin brother.
Day 92: 11-12-2021 : Cleaning n lots of cleaning. Cleaning the house gives the "feel good" Vibes. I cleaned the kitchen n living n going to the bedrooms tomorrow.
Day 7-16 (12/1/21-12/10/21): terrible, horrible, very bad sort of days - positive is that I completed the final book of a long running series I have been following. Listened to it while doing chores, driving, etc. The series is uneven but glad that I finished it. Day 17 (12/11/21): I went to the gym after a long time. Day 18 (12/12/21): Got an approval we have been waiting for.
It took me few years to realize something but it allowed me to control my thoughts and expectations. Somehow I'm happier than I've been in a long time.
Day 93: 12-12-2021 : Been busy with prepping for a function at home today. I had to do a jugaad and so glad that the last minute jugaad worked. Day 94: 13-12-2021 : The function went well by God's grace
Have been trying to master the alaap of a bandish in Raag Yaman. I was messing it up horribly in some sections. I spent the whole week practicing it and sang it well enough to impress my Guru. Whether you are 4 or 40 there is something incredibly satisfying about getting praised by your teacher. I felt like I got a gold star on my test! : )