Dont Know How To Have Sex

I actually didnt decide but want to know the experiences of people who already did it.
My doc also said there are many but has not given a contact or anything or just any details. Looking for this anonymous channel for women who went thru this to explain

 

Thank you so much. She hasnot offered anything. I didnt frame the right question as "support groups" either.

Hopeuflly someone who actually went thru it will comment here. Lets see ..hmmmm

 

well .. I wish I had the sense... it was a terrible terrible mistake and I need to make peace that marriage isnt for me.
Having childrne was somtehing I "thought" I was working towards by keeping mmyself healthy, fit, active, whatever...
Atleast for me, using donor sperm doesnt seem to be an option as I need to go thru an elaborate process, divorce, interlocutory application and even with all that , not sure how many clinics will accept without the "decree".
The process itself is just nuisance.
I have to go outside the country and get it done but there are lot of peripheral issues with that too.
In short, my life is a literal mess.

 

actually a few months ago he suggested donor as he is apparently getting scared to do it int he clinic. I said great and asked him to come to clinic. BUt the doctor played a spoil sport that it is genetically not yours and you will have all responsibilities on the hcild or whatever and he backed out. unlucky me. Otherwise, it would have been good. But either way, I would have had to bring him to the clinic everytime I change the clinic.
So I really need to go to a lawyer and check my options first. Which I am just not doing. I think its the weariness of going around courts. It is the weariness of asking him to come for sperm. Its the tiredness of what extent he might go to take the child if the pregnancy is successful. Right now he just comes for sperm deposit when I ask. and then no contact. Its just disgusting.