Please Help Decide My Life

Please give me a good advice according to your knowledge and experience. My decision and life completely relies on what you suggest me

I m 27 years old.
1) I belong to lower middle class family from India. Have a younger sister.
I Studied B.Tech.Then,worked for 3 years in IT. Got married(arranged). Came to USA with him on H4. I must say here, I didnt like to marry a guy who works outside of India, because right from my 10 years age I m in hostel. So, I dont want to live away from my parents. But "fate and situtaion" had differnt plans and I agreed for this marraige.

2) My husband left to Usa after 2 weeks of marraige. He never called himself to me at anytime to talk with me casually before or after marraige. Yes, its the bitter truth. He never called me. Its me who called and messaged him always. So, i got that he is not actually interested in me but he married as because of the, i think, "society". His family is far less than financially settled than us. when i went to inlaws house just to stay for few days before going to usa, my inlaws verbally abused me infront of their all other relatives to handover all the financial property which comes under dowry to them. I literally cried,later because I was afraid of how my future is gonna turn. There
was no benefit even informing to my husband regarding their parents "words" because, by then i knew, he got married to mebecause he wanted money.

3) After coming to US,by now, after 3 years of marraige, I have gone through a lot of physical abuse,assault in just talking for the truth,fearlessly. For Ex: Once he asked me, "when is your father going to give us the property because, he wont live for another 50 years". !!! I resisted. Then he started to beat me like anything.A part of it is, he slapped me with his two hands on my two cheeks vigorously for 4,5 times continuosly. And then he did a lot.

He slapped another time. He twists my hand if he gets angry and lot many other I wont even remember while writing this. There is a lot of verbal and physical abuse. And I m sure there is no end for it until I live with him. He once beat me and kicked me on my back while I was sleeping on floor, in India at his home in front of his parents and his parents encouraged him and abused me.

4) I informed to my parents but they are in a fear that if they say something he might leave me and I have a younger sister to get married yet. So, I m , everyday,evry minute I m living in fear that what might happen if I say something. Being a educated am living like my own hell. I donnot like my life like this. No, not at all. So before 20 days again he started abusing me, then i booked for aappointment with divorce lawyer and went to him. They explained all my rights, but I didnt proceed in filing or anything. He knows that I have seen a lawyer.

5) Now, what i ever wanted was, having a kid before i turn 30. But I donot like to have him(my so called, husband) in my life. I feel there is nothing to share between us. But, talking about sex life, we are good. There is no problem with that for both of us. Its like, just we are satisfying both our needs.
What I want is a life partner, who can share my thoughts and feelings. I hope I can still get a job on my own and would like to start a new life. I have two options now.Please choose one as your answer and guide me and tell me if I am wrong.

a) Living this life with my husband like this and accepting it as it is and get job and try to find happiness in that and then gradually having a baby and spending time with her. Because after seeing this type of behaviour from Indian husband, I dont think I can trust another person so soon, if I end this marraige, and having a kid and having marital life would be a dream and I fear i might die alone.

b) Put an end to this life and get divorced and go out and live happily with freedom because I m still 27, and I have a lot of life ahead of me. Because if i have a kid in future and cant go away from this person, then I might keep cursing myself for making my life myself hell.

I m mind boggling myself with both of the above options. Once I feel its good to go with
option a. After sometime i feel to go with option b. Please suggest. Because my whole life and everything depends on this decision as you see.

 

Thanks Bruised234, for your reply, that means a lot to me. My desire to have a kid is not associated with him. Its my wish to have one. Even if I leave him, I would like to adopt a child(but I m not sure right now, about how mature I am to raise a kid all alone with society pressure "of adopted child and my parents views"). But, its a different thing. It doesnt mean I want to stay with him.

And regarding my parents - what help can i expect from them, who remained tight lipped, when they knew all the torture I am going through.

 

Yes, what you said is true. Will try in that aspect. Thanks a lot for your time and inputs bruised234.