alone and confused

Hi guys! So this is my story....

I am currently 6 months pregnant and am absolutely going bonkers about what to do when my due date comes. My boyfriend is currently deployed in Afghanistan and i am absolutely alone in a new city. I decided to stay here and I thought that I could probably do the labor and delivery by myself no problem, but as my due date approaches I am getting more agitated and nervous if I actually could do it. I have looked into hiring a doula to help me out during delivery, but I am still concerned about any help I could get after the delivery. I have read stories about women giving birth and being up and about in less than 48 hours so that was encouraging. But I don't know how my own birth experience will turn out and if I would make a speedy recovery as these women I have read about. Relatives coming to help out is out of the picture. My parents are retired and had moved back to the Philippines. I have one sister in North Carolina (who also had a baby last December) who is willing to help me out but just couldnt make it here to Texas. She suggested instead that I go there and give birth there that way she and her husband can give me the support and help I need. And I thought that was the solution to my problem but as it turns out it is not that simple. If i do drive out there I have to look for a place to stay at since they do not have the extra room for me and a baby. Aside from that I do not have insurance. There is a community health clinic I go to that gives huge discount for prenatal care and make it affordable for me and I have found a birthing center that does not charge a lot for labor and delivery and if I have to drive and deliver the baby in North Carolina I would have to find a place to deliver and possibly an OB that can see me when I am almost at the last leg of my pregnancy. I am torn about what to do... I keep going back and forth and it is driving me crazy! And the more I am undecided about what to do the more that I cannot come up with an appropriate plan of action.... So I guess I just want to hear what other people might think is wiser to do because I have been reasoning back and forth with myself and it is not going anywhere.

Thanks in advance for any insight that you guys might give.