Me and My Moksh

I understand that death is final but sometimes late at night when I lay in bed surrounded by darkness, I wonder where I will go after I die. No matter what logic I apply I cannot simply see myself disappearing and my awareness just becoming null.

Sometimes I get panic attacks, what to my horror if I discover that heaven is just being with saints and praying all day long, oh no please god have mercy on me (and yes I conveniently ignore the fact that hell might also await me).

And because I don’t believe that my consciousness will ever disappear I believe in the concept of re birth. I want to come back again on this earth, to have a size zero figure, to wear all the lovely short dresses, to just plainly enjoy myself. I see this happening over and over again all through the eternity.

I also think that once a person die god must be promoting that person to some level (if she has behaved herself properly during this lifetime).

The way we have in Induladies, New ILite (1 rebirth ), Junior ILite(3 rebirths), Senior ILite(more than 5 rebirths) and so on. Probably one day I will be promoted to be a moderator where I manage few humans on earth directly (wow). I guess this must be the way god maintains the traffic above and below, constantly sending people down so that they can evolve further and then getting them up again for managing living beings below. There must be continuous bacthes being processed on daily basis.

If moksh is absolute nullness of mind then I don’t want it. But if moksha is getting up late, having all three meals served at hand, eating as much as I desire without adding an inch, wearing good short dresses, partying all night long, gossiping, getting to see my favorite tv serials broadcasted on earth and most importantly a high speed unlimited internet connection, then I am ready for it. God I swear I will behave if this is the kind of moksh you guarantee to give me.

As for my husband there is no way out. If I am taking a re birth so will he. I simply need this easy going convenient man through the eternity.Its very difficult to get hold of someone like him and now that I have I have laid my hands on him, he is all mine for keeps. I have told him this too, that if I choose to come back and party again so will he.
I don’t care for my husband’s moksh, he is simply tied to me forevre. There is no point for his cribbing, come on, even he will get to stay in bed late and have all three meals served and all the goodies that my moksh will give. What else he needs in life???

I finally close my eyes and go back to sleep relaxed that I am not disappearing in oblivion and am already living in a miniature version of a moksh in this lifetime.

 

Dear Ami,

Rightly said. If we try to see then moksh is right here in our lives that we live. To each and everyone the definition of moksh is different. I will compromise with size 1 too

 

Dear Soldier,

Thanx for reading my post. You bet we will surely meet on Indusladies in next birth too. Indusladies is a must have in my moksh .

On serious note, I would also love to come back as a woman. I could never relate to being a man and feel blessed to be a woman.

In this lifetime and surely in the next it will always be a pleasure to meet you.

 

Dear Tubelight,

I am mediating on the serious point whether paris hilton has attained moksha or not. But I would love to have all her money and her figure minus her fame and her attitude.

As for the winged angles, tubelight cross my heart, I wouldn't mind as long as they are dancing around me and they belong to the opposite gender

Seems I have one more person to meet on indualdies in a woman's avatar in my next birth.

Thanx for reading my post and Congrats for winning the Cheerleader Contest.

 

Dear Viji,

Thanx for reading. If you don't like rebirths no problem, I am sure you will be made a super moderator. Enjoy your Moksha in this lifetime and beyond.