This beautiful morning got me thinking this today(nothing special today,just the same busy morning with two kids), why I have become so negative. After all I have everything to lead a peaceful and happy life. A handsome man by my side, two beautiful kids, very helping parents, two understanding siblings, comfortable life , good education, good health. Why do I get so irritated at small small things, like just now scolded my elder son for something very petty or whined for good half an hour over phone with my mom that how my little one keeping me awake all night. God...I cant help but feeling miserable all the time everyday for something or the other. I used to be a very energetic , happy and always smiling girl. What has happened to that girl. Have I grown up? Is this what it meant to be grow up? Does this happen with everyone or its just me who is being ungrateful to the God by nagging continuously. I really need to come out of this misery, but the good thing is that now I am aware of this ,I will keep a very close watch on my temper. I just hope to come out of this phase as soon as possible.