Venting out my emotions

Thanks priya, atleast I can recover that is what, is important and thank you so much for supporting my choice.

 

Yes shruthi, I thank my lucky stars everytime I get thoughts about ex. I would have gone mad if still with him.

Family were in a rush to get me married so that's when they found DH. Even though I was not ready, I spoke to him for sake of parents but then voila! we hit it off perfectly and so, married already.

 

Thank you for your positive words bhanu.

 

sushma, the fact that I told DH about ex and that DH is supportive is a biggggggg deal for me otherwise I could never face DH everyday without feeling guilty. Agreed, barking dogs don't bite but they scare us, don't they? That is my situation, unfortunately!

 

Thank you omnam for your feedback. your analysis got me thinking - I never thought that having such a bf was a suicide attempt in itself! But the other actual suicide attempt was what opened my eyes to the meaning of life. Having been there, I got the strength to get rid of ex and also the strength never ever to go to the path of suicide again, no matter what the situation is.

 

Yes amunique, I know you are all here at IL. you have no idea how happy I was when I found this site this morning! I thought first and foremost, I needed vent out. I am so grateful to you and all other persons who took time not only to read through my long post but give me positive energy and good wishes.